Let me start of saying, out of all four years in drum corps and performing, this has to be the best fall comp ever. I played my heart out and i yelled like there was no tomorrow. Well technically, there is no tomorrow because yesterday that was it, the seniors last year and we gave it our best shot. We did it as a team, here goes my corny ass but..having this team is worth so much more than first place. I'm not mad nor sad we lost, because a trophy is just a given, it only means we have to work 10x times harder to get that first place next year, but it's really on the seniors next year to get it. Take back what's really ours.
So, I had a dream about my mom last night, i never had one with her after that day, or least i couldn't remember. I came home after school, and this was my old house so it was very bright. She was sitting on the couch i ran to her, i hugged and i kissed her. We started talking about our days like usual. The weirdest part was that in the dream i looked around everywhere making sure this dream was real and that i actually had you in my arms once again, i remember the dream so clearly, and it was funny how it was only bright and sunny on her. Again, today I slept during math class for a good ten minutes but SWEAR I felt someone tapped me the first time but i ignored it and continued sleeping and again i felt it but it was pretty long i jumped up and i looked around and Kevyn and sharmie looked at me like i was crazy, I asked them i anybody tapped me and they said no, that was the weirdest thing i've ever experienced while sleeping because i know i wasn't dreaming to feel it but i also believe them to know no body themselves tapped me, i realized at 11:54pm right now it's still november 16th two months exactly after, wow i believe in sprirts and i know that was my mommy, i just know it. Maybe you did read my letter after all, i love you=)
